Šåb®ïnÁ's realm..

2006-03-19T19:45:00.000+08:00

im sooo disappointed and upset!
i don't know what else i can do..! right now, at this very moment, i just want to cry my eyes out..
everything seems to fail me, over and over again..
somehow, i cant seem to finish this task, although i want it to be done as soon as possible..
someone told me before, being a Libran, every assignment dat is given to me will be done without any delay..
but though so, or maybe because i am like that, or maybe cause i WANT to be like dat, i feel so dissatisfied, sooo let down.. it might be my fault.. maybe i din do much, maybe i din put much effort in it. maybe the job i let my groupmates do should hav been done by me instead.. i may not do it as well as them.. but .. sheeeessshhh.. i just dont know anymore. i dont know what else i can do to improve the situation im in now,.. i dont know how m i to finish it and just forget bout it, i dont know how .. i just dont know.. i dont even know what im typing right now..!
=((((((((((((((((((((( someone pls help me!! maybe it's something God is doing to test me, maybe im just not patient or bright enough to handle this matter.. to me, God will only help those who can help themselves.. at this instant, i cant even help myself, i think im only able to seek for help.. if i cant help myself, how can God help me???? .. if u dont understand what i say, its alright,.. cuz im just blabbering, and i dont even understand what i've just wrote..

2006-03-07T19:11:00.000+08:00

if im not mistaken, the top pictures are the most recent ones.. hehe

Joint Installation Day for the Interact B.O.Ds.. 5 schools were involved: Sri Garden, Bintang Utara, Convent Bkt Nanas, Setapak High, St. John.. hehe..i met lots of ppl there, n gain lots of new friends..
a guy who sang Jay Chou's song.. but i wasn't really paying attention.. =P haha, i forgot what song he sang..

the girl above is the MC of the day, and the guy(Alex) is my long-lost primary school friend.. haha.. not very long-lost, but it's been a while since i last saw him.. both of them are from SBU.hehe, and the girl in white, her name's Marcia, from CBN, a very bubbly and adorable young lady.. =)

an acapela from SBU

one of my favourite pics!!

hehe.. our moral project.. *sedang berpura-pura!*

this was taken in the car on our way for dinner on the 1st of March, to celebrate my sister's bday. look at my veins!! ugh~ @.@
cam-whoring in the car.. it was raining.. and we were bored.. haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTA!! MUAAAXXXXXXX!

hehe.. little ivan on his new bike..

the interact leadership training seminar..

when the japanese arrived in our school!!!! ^o^

mua, isao, moon yee, apple..

fish!

i was being hyper.. hahahaa

last pic of the day.. hehe.. oh yeah, so sorry ppl for not updating my blog..! komene!! >.<

2006-02-10T17:17:00.000+08:00

my godpopo's dog!!!

look!! Mimi, the toy poodle..

kekekeke! =DDDDD

2006-02-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

this is my godpopo's little puppy!!

Mimi!! the toy poodle..

=DDDDD

2006-02-10T15:52:00.000+08:00

ivan, and the dog..

this little boy, Ziu Hong is the same age as Ivan..

cute lehhhhh?

i look weird here.. haha.. but the Patchi chocolate looks nice! haha

2006-02-06T22:01:00.001+08:00

more pictures to come.. =)

2006-02-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

mom, sis, n me.. all in cheongsam top! hahaha..

nice post eh?! haha..

IVAN!

haha.. one of the most important things during CNY

my mom's hair..

Happy CNY again!

2006-02-06T19:31:00.000+08:00

after the not-so-long 9 days break, i am now back to school. the first day of school (which is today) seems sooo tiring! everyone in my class is sooo restless and so not in the mood to study.. haha. nevertheless, we would still hav to pay full attention in class, listen to the teachers and just be good students.. haha.

not really in the mood to blog, so im just gonna upload some pics.. (in the next post) =P

2006-02-02T15:52:00.000+08:00

Gong Xi Fa Chai Everyone!

i know! i know! it's already like wad-- chor 5.. but better late than never! so happy chinese new year to all! how's your collection of ang paos so far? good?? wad about the food? ate lots? getting fatter day by day? haha.. me too me too!

up till now, my CNY celebration is as usual.. nothing really outstanding compared to the previous years.. but somehow, i feel like the 9 days break, is more like a normal school holiday than a festive break.. is it just me, or do u guys oso feel that there isn't much of the CNY mood lately? CNY seems kinda dull, not counting the fact that every mall is decorated nicely wid red deco stuffs.. haha

went to mandarin oriental for dim sum earlier today,.. ate the durian pancake as dessert since i miss it soooo much! still taste the same, but it kinda shrinked.. haha.. i strongly recommend it to those who eats durians! then later after that, i went to my godma's godma's house, which means, my godpopo's house.. if im not mistaken, i think it's my first time there. her house is like a residence filled with all antic furnitures. and outside in her lawn, she has like more than 10 bonsai! and she has two dogs, one named Hitam (mainly cuz he's black in colour) and the other one is Mimi, a toy poodle! i LOVVVEEEEEE Mimi! she's just soo adorable! i wanna kidnap her away! lol. my godpopo gave me a good impression of her too, since she's such a nature lover! my god'gong gong' looks very healthy to me, but i think he has a beer tummy.. hehe..

too lazy to post pics now.. will post it right after i transfer it into my com..

so till den, ciaoz! Xin Nian Kuai Le to all!

2006-01-22T16:47:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!!
hahaha..
blog's back from the dead! haha..
din blog for some time cause im just to L-A-Z-Y and kinda busy..

School..
school started not too long ago.. and everything is going okay, i think.
this year, im not really "together" with my usual group of friends, due to the different classes that we're in. since im the only one in F3S who is going for commerce instead of science, i'm the oddball who entered F4K1. although so, i'm still in touch with my other friends, and they still are my best friends..at least to me. At times, i do feel like im slowly moving to somewhere far far away from their lives. I feel like im being leftout and i feel like somehow, im so far behind them, barely able to catch them. BUT! i know someday, we still hav to leave each other, so i guess right now, we aren't really "separated" yet..

now that im in F4K1, and getting used to a different environment, i think i kinda like it. not to say that i dont like it back then when i was in f3S, its just that the atmosphere, the setting and the situation is kinda different compared to F3S. i like f3S better as it was more quiet, which made a better place to study. but F4K1 is not that bad either, the students as equally as caring, and they do not mind to ask or anything like that when they're unfamiliar with that particular topic. and their very kind.. and very co-operative..

and im happy to say that i found myself a new close friend.. she's really nice to me, a very generous person, very caring, very helpful, and sometimes, very cheerful and bubbly! this girl who is currently sitting beside me in class is a very prettyyy girl.. i like her a lot! <3 the other girl who is sitting behind me.. she's not that bad either, very humorous, very hard-working, very.. nice! haha

Daddy..
i love my daddyyyyyy!!! he bought me Godiva chocs from singapore!! well, he din actually buy it from there.. but he asked his worker who's flying back, to buy some back when he stops at changi airport in singapore!! <3 <3 <3 .. and it's all worth rm600++.. dont u just love him????? hehehehhee

Sis..
Sis is now working! she's working as sales, selling biscuits (or cookies) outside piccolo galeria.. somewhere near the lot 10 building.. i think!! so anyone's who is going there.. 'pong chan' her yea?? okay?? okay!! =P

2006-01-05T08:22:00.000+08:00

huhuhuhuhuh.. haven blog for quite some time.. currently in school's lab now, having CSA lesson.. haha.. will blog more later.. gtg now!! ta!!

2005-12-22T18:20:00.000+08:00

Santa Claus is cominggggg to town!!! hahaha

Christmas is just 2 days away everyone!! any plans yet?? hahaha
im looking forward for mine.. =P

somehow, i felt like today's one of the most special day of the year..

so memorable,
so blissful,
so fortunate,
so happyyy..

seems like "some" of the things i yearned for came true..

firstly.. my results.
i was so anxious n tense since yesterday night till i can barely hav a good night sleep.. because.. i was afraid dat i might be disappointed when i got to know my results.. i was so scared that i might not achieve my goals, my target, 7As. but i know there was also a part of me that realised that, no matter what i get, as long as no Cs n Ds.., i should not be saddened, cause i know that i've already tried my very best.. I would not say that im a very hardworking student, but i do pay attention in classes.. i go for tuition classes, extra classes, seminars n all.. i also buy a lot of books to read n to do.. just so that im able to understand that particular chapter even better than before.. or just to double-check or triple-check that i wont make the same mistakes i did previously.. i hav to say, whenever there's exams nearing, i'll start to panic! i'll get all stressed out, get little sleep, get fustrated very easily, breakdowns n all other symptoms of being pressured.. haha. but LUCKILY, luck was with me, so i managed to hit the jackpot n got all As.. hehe. mom, dad, sis, grandma, frens n all were happy for me!! n dis makes me happyyyyyy too!!

secondly.. hahaha.. the second one is a secret! will update bout it some day.. when i feel that it's time for me to reveal it.. when it's not so confidential anymore.. hehe.. ^o^

2005-12-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

2005-12-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.
You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

2005-12-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

You Are 19 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

2005-12-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

a picture says a thousand words.. haha.. so my pictures says it all.. haha.. recent pictures are at the top..
ivan!! wid the 'dog dog'.. ahaha

hehehe.. took this without sis knowing..

me n jack's place's ketchup.. n lime something juice. haha

a very blur picture.. and a very big hand..

me and sis and our cookies.. u cant really see them.. haha

she says: "Our baking is ggggoooooodddddddd!! emmm..."

Aaaaaaaa! AmmmMMMM!

my nails.. and our cookie sandwiches.. smells nice.. taste nice.. hehe

me n the cookies..

during the process

even ivan wants to be a part of it when we were baking.. hehe.. our little chef!

in the tray.. before going into the oven..

kakaka..

silly faces

smile!! eeeee! cheeeseeeee!

2005-12-04T13:40:00.000+08:00

Ivan n his mother a.k.a my aunt.. hehe.. cute yeah? took this picture in Legend Hotel where we had out dinner the other day..

picture taken after the KLAFW thing..

me n ginny in Mid Valley.. having lunch @ Dome..

More pictures .. taken in Hall 5 of Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre.. during Kuala Lumpur-Asia Fashion Week..

overall, the fashion tribute event was okay.. haha.. my favourite would be eric choong's design.. so cute and so colourful.. hehe

2005-11-18T02:50:00.000+08:00

had a great day the other day when i was out wid Moon Yee in 1Utama.. haha.. took a lot of sticker pictures.. which we din pay for.. haha.. actually, we only took once.. then when we were dividing the pictures, the lady asked if she could look at our pictures.. after looking at them, she asked if we could take pictures 4 her.. it's like doing some pubilisity thing 4 those neon prints machines.. den she said, if u take 6 times, i'll give u 1 free.. haha.. we were kinda like 'anything ler'.. but we agreed.. as we did not hav anything much to do anyway.. haha.. was so tiring n so hot.. take 6 times worrr.. haha.. if any of u is going there, (the place is called dreamland), u might c our pictures there.. haha..

this picture n the 1 below is taken in the cinema.. recognize dat car??!

moon yee! haha.. nice girl..

haha.. i like this 1..

too bad we cant keep wad the pictures we took 4 them.. hmmm.. =( but it was fun.. haha..

2005-11-18T02:36:00.000+08:00

More pictures.. haha..
me n baby ivan.. not really a baby anymore.. but he's still a baby 2 me.. hehe

me n sis after getting haircuts n highlights..

took some pictures during the XOXO fashion show in pyramids.. during the bumper rewards thing..

the goodie bag

nice.. hehe

2005-11-11T20:44:00.000+08:00

earlier yesterday.. 3 woman, n 1 boy,.. me, mom, grandma, n a 1yr + baby named ivan.. went 2 mid valley's jaya jusco 2 search 4 things that is needed 2 fill our fridge.. hahaha.. but unfortunately, we not only went there 2 get more food, we also had 2 go hunt for other things, such as, clothes' softener, toilet paper.. etc etc etc..

can u c the ice-creams??!! hehehhee..

i kiss? i pay??

haha.. i like heineken's add.. they put up quotes like 'try a different route' , 'why go home so early' , and 'smile and see what happens'.. its like telling people 2 try a different route by berpatah balik from the exit, cuz they dont want us 2 go home so early, instead, they ask us 2 put smiles on our faces, go back into the supermarket, and get more heinekens.. hahahahaha..

den later at night, after pleasing my mom who's under the weather 2 let my sis go 2 her fren's bf's new opening cafe in Klang, n after she agreed, i decided 2 follow her.. n have my dinner there as well. wahahaha.. was a long long way 2 klang, had 2 pass 3 tolls.. n was starving!! but had 2 go pick up Alicia 2 lead us the way there cuz we weren't familiar wid the routes of Klang.. den reached at about 8.40.. a lot of people there already.. but we got our seats n started ordering.. the interior is really nice.. got big big mirrors!.. haha.. n very comfortable seats.. got live band playing summoh!.. audiences n customers can request songs from the band, provided they know how 2 sing that particular song lar.. n most importantly, the food.. hehe..nice nice! very reasonable n affordable. haha

2 leng luis..
sis n mua
the 6 of them..
it's written in the menu as wine.. taste like those Esprit and the likes.. nice! i like! ahaha.. only 5% of alcohol.. n only available @ Little Asia Cafe in Klang..

unfortunately, i 4got 2 take pictures of the food.. =(

2005-11-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

this is wad happens when monotony strucks..

i tend 2 make things out of unused objects.. oh,.. nono.. i mean reusing those objects n revolving them into a brand new innovation.. wahaha.. for those who's less imaginative n cant figure out what this is, it's designed 2 b a flower.. because im not dat skilled in sewing n is just a layperson in making these happening thing dat is widely used in D.I.Y vogue, my work was evaluated by my fellow house-mates, which includes, me sis, mom, n grandma..

Mom: wah.. who made this? nice.. but the sewing technique.. not dat good lor..

Sis: it's lack of 1 petal..

Grandma started teaching me new ways in making a better n proper flower using those materials.. but i cant really undertsand what she has taught me.. hahaha..

the best part of all..!! picture time.. hahaha.. the mirror tempts..

nose-less face..

more pictures taken.. but no need 2 post it here.. hehe.. few snapshots later..

i started drawing.. hahaha.. it's complicated..

i wanted 2 stop taking more pictures actually.. but the mirror seems 2 b luring me..!!! hahaha..

2005-11-09T14:02:00.000+08:00

DESPERATELY IN NEED OF FOOD NOW!! .. T.T

2005-11-08T19:43:00.000+08:00

i guess things aren't always the way you want it 2 be..

i guess good things aren't necessarily mine.. or yours..

i guess i would hav 2 appreciate all the things i already have..

i guess i cant ask for more.. or even if i do.. i shouldn't do anything bad bout it.. n just dream on..

i guess im still not sure if dat's wad i want.. but i feel like i want it..

i guess if i cant get it.. i would hav 2 be happy 4 it.. n hopes 4 the best 4 it..

i guess this way.. every1 will be happy..

i guess.. i hope.. i wish.. im not so soft n gullible.. n fall so easily.. but still so demanding.. i should just b grateful.. =/

Two Latest Pictures..

2005-11-08T13:44:00.000+08:00

i've been cam-whoring ever since i got my new camera.. hahahahha..

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2005-11-08T13:40:00.000+08:00

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2005-11-08T13:37:00.000+08:00

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2005-11-07T15:48:00.000+08:00

Trina (ft Kelly Rowland) --> Here We Go

[Intro]
Look
I aint got nothin to say to you
I cant even believe you
You know what
Im too fly for this shit
You're playin yourself

[Chorus: Kelly Rowland]
Here we go
Here we go again
Now you're tellin me
That she is just a friend
Then why she's callin you
At 3 o'clock in the mornin(I cant take this no more)
No No No

Here we go
Here we go again
Now you tellin me
That she is just a friend
Then why she's callin you
At 3 o'clock in tha mornin
I aint tryin'to hear it(Not this time)

[Verse 1: Trina]
Look nigga
What'cha think this is?
You treat me like a random chick
You don forget who introduced you to rocks
And poppin all that crist and shit
Who let'u hit it from the back
Anyway that u like
And any debts i can pay the price
I thought i was a chick you would make your wife
And now a bitch cant even stay the night (You wack)
I cant even look in ya face
Without wantin to slap you
Damn i thank God i aint get that tatoo
You betta thank God i aint have the strap boo
You aint even worth that trick get at u
Matter in' fact
Trick get at dude
Im da best
Aint got shit to ask you
And tell the trifflin bitch
She can have you
I aint lookin at u no more
Im lookin past you

(repeat chorus )

[Verse 2: Trina]
When ma girl came through wit the news
All i did was think about me and you like damn (Damn)
What a chick gotta do to get wit a real nigga
That know how to stay true like man (Man)
No more quarter to eights
You betta hop on a bus or a cab
I shed so many tears
Cant believe how many years
Tha baddest bitch put up witch your dusty ass (Yeah)
Now you know that im the queen of Miami (Uh huh)
All that loud talkin, lying
Save that shit for ya man (Ha..Ha)
Sounds like blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah (talk too much)
Im like uh huh, okay, wassup, shut up

[repeat Chorus]

Now all my ladies say (Ohh Ohh)
If you feel me say (Ohh Ohh )
If you cant take no more say
No no no (no no no)
No no no (Ohh)

[Outro: Kelly Rowland]
Thats why im packin up my jewels
Grabbin up my furs
Ill be back for all my shoes and purses
Watch me bounce
In my seven fourty five
Ill be ridin out
Cause I aint tryna hear it
Not this time

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i like this song..

2005-11-07T12:55:00.000+08:00

hey hey!! hahahaha.. feels like its been a long time since i blogged.. i've been very bored.. but yet very lazy.. haha.. as always..

erm erm.. let see.. just came back from Pantai Hospital.. "dang dang dang dang".. wad happened??!!!

haha.. not really a big deal.. went 2 seek help from a skin specialist.. =/ got rashes.. VERY VERY VERY i-t-c-h-y!! gigantic red spots around my tummy.. like enormous mosquito bites! hahaha.. but luckily it's just rashes.. cuz at first my mom's friend said dat it might b snakes (in cantonese).. n from wad i've been told, these "snakes" can kill ppl.. not kill-kill as in getting bitten or eaten by venomous snakes that may inject varying degrees of toxic venom.. or something like dat.. but kill as in.. erm.. chinese folks believe dat if the red marks keeps on developing in like a snake form.. n if the two heads meets, the "snake" will throttle you until u suffocate and die!! n if u don capture it in time, the "snakes" will grow .. and if it reaches ur neck.. .. .. no1 can help u.. n u would hav 2 depart this life.. dats y i say 'luckily it's just rashes'.. but im also very unlucky.. recovered from the itchyness of chicken pox not 2 long ago n now im suffering from the irritation of rashes.. U_U n the consultation fee + medication fee is not cheap.. although im not the 1 who paid 4 it.. hehehehe..

ohh.. was suppose 2 blog bout my genting trip.. haha.. erm.. well.. tomoro larrr.. haha =P

GOOD LUCK 2 ALL FORM 5 STUDENTS!

2005-10-31T22:03:00.000+08:00

its a memorable day 2day!!

went out with a bunch of ppl .. i not only got closer wid the friends of mine,but i also got new friends! hahaha.. erm.. few days ago, Cecilia mailed a few of us 2 invite us 2 Mid Valley.. it's like a gathering.. den few days later, i got another mail (dis time from jason) telling dat the venue changed.. n so we went 2 times square instead(it was Chin Weng's idea because it's more convenient 4 them) .. isnt very convenient 4 me though.. haha.. but it's okay, i still can find my way there..

all of us were supposed 2 meet at 11.. but some of us (including me .. wahaha) were late.. due to the heavy downpour n the following massive jam.. but luckily, i wasnt the latest! waited till bout 12 when Cecilia reached Times Square wid her frens.. got 2 noe Jamie and Andrea.. nice people.. haha.. den we went 2 eat.. den Cecilia, Jamie and Nat did their nails.. den another guy came, named Victor.. when Cecilia was asking me questions n telling me bout her cousin, Victor, i felt dat the world's very small.. cuz he knows ppl i know.. n coincidently, 1 of the girl he knows is one of my friend's girlfriend..

den i met Alex! he changed a lot.. looks much matured, compared 2 the last time i saw him when he's still all childish and mischievous.. still very playful now though.. haha.. after a brief conversation wid him, we went 2 rush 4 our movie, cuz we're already late 4 it.. by the time we went in (after buying cokes n popcorns), we were just right in time 2 watch Zorro in action.. ahha.. erm.. overall, the movie's okay okay ler..

after the movie, we went to sungei wang.. took some sticker pictures! but they're very tiny! hahaha.. den went wid mom n sis 2 eat.. told nat dat i'll join them later.. but din.. haahaha.. so sorry.. den gotta go back d.. =(

soooo tired now.. but don wanna sleep yet.. n don really feel like going 2 yumcha now oso.. haha.. erm.. will blog bout my genting trip tomoro.. lots of things happened.. >.<>

2005-10-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

GENTING TRIP WILL BE POSTPONED ON WEDNESDAY???? WHY???? NO!! >.< i hope i can still go.. haha.. hav 2 ask my dad, cuz my dad usually comes back early on Wednesdays 2 hav dinner wid us.. its kinda like a tradition.. its like as though every Wednesday is our Family Day, besides Saturdays n Sundays.. hehe.. so me, my sis.. n also my mom.. would have 2 empty our Wednesday schedules.. so dat we could spend more time wid dearest daddy!! <3<3<3

oh, my dad got a new car.. he says its not very nice 2 drive. but he just likes it cuz of how it looks,..the size of it.. haha.. its huge n gigantic!! n no more car plat number 7.. previously, all his cars hav a single number 7.. he says its his fav number.. but now instead of number 7, his new car's car plat is triple 8 instead.. he says now he'll b using more of 888 instead of 7..hahaha..

hmmm.. im beginning 2 become bored of Mid Valley.. in one week time, i think i went there 4 like 3 to 4 times.. erm, 2 days ago, i went there wid Jul, my sis, n her friend, Ryan. haha.. oh, talking bout Ryan, although it's the first time i ever met him, he seems like a very nice guy.. polite, friendly n all.. haha, i wont mind leaving my sister 2 him.. if she's decides 2 b wid him, i wont really b worried, cuz then she's on save hands. hahaha.. well, i would say dat he's much better if he is 2 b compared to some other guys..

erm, back 2 being bored of Mid Valley. just 2day, i went there AGAIN wid my sis.. watched Innocent Steps.. a romance korean movie.. very touching,.. i even cried when.. hahaha.. u have 2 watch it yourself if u wanna noe more bout the movie.. but it's really nice! n some parts of it is very funny.. haha.. lucky there weren't much people in the cinema 2day.. hahaa.. cuz i was laughing so loudly.. also watched Flightplan when im there wid my sis, Ryan n Julia..

n days before dat, i went there a few times wid my mom.. at times, we were there 4 grocery shopping.. at times, we just go there 4 lunch.. n end up shopping.. hhahahahhaa..

sometimes, i like going shopping wid my mom, cuz den i don really have 2 worry bout the amout of money im spending.. cuz if im out wid frens, or wid my sis, i'll b using my own money 2 buy things, which means, most of the time, i'll b wasting money, n returning home while complaining 2 my mom about how much money i have left till the end of the month.. haha.. its so suffering 2 just window shop n try on clothes u like, but ended up not buying it .. hahahaaa..

i think dats all i hav 2 blog.. 4got wad i wanted 2 write after eating the muffins mom bought.. hahaha.. will blog more once i remember wad was it that i wanted 2 tell n share about!

2005-10-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

i dun like the way im feeling now ..

shd i do it? or shd i just wait.. n c how things go on...? =/

confused.. depressed.. worried.. afraid..

2005-10-18T20:09:00.000+08:00

=D

I wanna thank all the people who msg-ed or called me 2day 2 wish me,.. N also yesterday!! =) Im very touched! N all those who bought me presents,.. Kinda surprising that some of u actually remembers my bday.. Haha.. Its really nice of u guys!!

Let see.. I din go school 2day.. (dun shout at me, Amanda!! hahaha u guys won the basketball match marrr..)
Was quite a boring day, considering I din celebrate my bday.. But I've got lots of wishes from friends.. Haha.. Mostly wishing dat my wishes will come true.. Haha.. I din blow any candles 2day.. Will my wishes still come true? hmmm .. hahahaha

Not sure y.. but I kinda feel left out.. Felt as if I'm very distant from my friends.. dun really wanna feel this way.. But my heart aches whenever I think of it.. But anyways, I dun wanna think of it anymore.. im just being very sensitive.. Hehe.. Think positively!!! N be happyyyyyy..!

1 good news tho.. Haha.. There's dis friend, who hasn't really been talking 2 me ever since an incident happened.. Long story.. Haha.. But it ended in a not very pleasant way.. N after the incident.. We're not really friends anymore, not enemies.. but more like strangers.. Den this person, whom I'll not reveal his/her identity, msg-ed me 2day.. I din noe who was it till that person told me after all the guessing n hinting.. Den we started apologizing.. N chatting.. But the main thing is dat.. Im glad that we're still talking to each other.. N still friends.. =D

2005-10-17T12:37:00.000+08:00

now in school's library.. there's only like 20+ of form 3 students who came 2 school 2day.. there's dis antarabudaya thing going on.. it's a competition among all the form 3 classes.. we're supposed 2 do something bout any country in the world, except M'sia.. n my class teacher, Pn Siti chose CHINA! hahaa.. so now a few of us here r searching for some facts related 2 China.. so rajin leh...? hahahaha.. im sitting in between 2 guys now.. on my left: the Malay guy who bulies me a lot, Zaid.. he's puasa-ing, which means, he's fasting.. but i still eat in front of him.. not that i'm tempting him.. but i just cant help it when im hungy.. =P n on my right: the not-so-tall guy, Boon Hong.. haha.. after he came bak from rompin, he not only got darker.. but fatter 2! hahahahha.. just jk!

went home early from school.. cuz there's really nothing 2 do, except for the antarabudaya thing.. n i miss my dance class again.. including 2day, i skipped 4 classes already.. Gavin must be very angry at me.. haha.. i heard from wei li dat they learned a dance that is somehow like one of beyonce's mtv, where they hav 2 shake their bootie.. hahaha.. after my mom picked me from school.. which is about 1p.m.. we went 4 lunch at kim gary.. walked a little while.. n now im back home!

not gonna go 2 school tomoro.. ;)

2005-10-16T15:13:00.000+08:00

feeling sleepyy n tired noww.. but also very hungry!! haha

just came back from mid valley.. bought the perfume that my sis wanted, Anna Sui's Secret Wish.. N some stuff from Laura Mercier.. Kekeke.. Hopefully, I'll make use of wad I bought! Actually my mom is the 1 who bought those stuff, as she's the 1 who paid 4 those things.. Haha.. But im the 1 whose gonna use them! Hahaha.. Lots of ppl in mid valley 2day.. As usual.. Since it's a Sunday.. Oh, I like Watson's.. cuz they hire those cacat ppl 2 work.. It’s really a good deed.. They shd hire more of them.. In fact, more shops shd b like Watson's.. So at least they got their chance to work, n to earn money, tho they hav disabilities.. These ppl oso hav rights like us to hav a job, n 2 b employed.. Right?

hmm.. Gotta sleep early 2day, cuz im going 2 school tomoro.. Mr. Kenny told my mom dat I have to go 2 school tomoro, cuz they're gonna introduce next yr's new format.. Dun really know wad he means, but since I dun really hav anything important to do tomoro, might as well go 2 school.. Hehe.. But den again, if im going 2 school, I'll hav 2 wake up at 5a.m!!! hahaha.. Dun care lar, since I wanna go n meet my frens..! Miss them so much, especially my dearest chee june..! =p Wanna hear stories from rompin also.. haha..

2005-10-13T14:45:00.000+08:00

This is my new blog..! U c, I was resurrecting my previous blog, and when I republish it.. Poof! All gone..! Everything disappeared! I hav no idea why that happened.. So I got irritated.. Deleted it.. And created this 1.. hahaha

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Hmm.. I dun hav anything to do now.. Most of my frens are now in rompin.. But I din go.. Guess I din really wanted to go.. Dats y now im at home.. Nowhere 2 go.. Nothing 2 do.. But my baby cousin is here..! >.<>

Oh, I just recovered from chicken pox.. Haha.. Dats y I had 2 take my exams in a different room, instead of the school hall.. I even hav to get letters from doctors saying dat im quarantined.. Huhu.. Some of my frens dun even dare 2 come near me cuz they are afraid dat they might get it 2.. But im lucky dat I don hav 2 go tru all the processes alone! Cuz ginny also has it! I guess its fate.. Hahahah.. But now dat im recovered from it, cuz it has been bout more den 2 weeks already.. My sis is suffering from it now.. I feel so guilty! Cuz its bcuz of me dat she got it.. Now dat she has it, she cant go 2 coll n take her examinations.. N I also heard dat she’ll b taking another set of questions which will b harder!!!! =/

And talking bout exams, my PMR is over!!!!! Hahaha.. Not worried bout it anymore,.. Dun hav 2 stay up late studying anymore.. hahaha But now im worried bout my results! I really hope dat I can get straight As!! *cross fingers*