im sooo disappointed and upset!
i don't know what else i can do..! right now, at this very moment, i just want to cry my eyes out..
everything seems to fail me, over and over again..
somehow, i cant seem to finish this task, although i want it to be done as soon as possible..
someone told me before, being a Libran, every assignment dat is given to me will be done without any delay..
but though so, or maybe because i am like that, or maybe cause i WANT to be like dat, i feel so dissatisfied, sooo let down.. it might be my fault.. maybe i din do much, maybe i din put much effort in it. maybe the job i let my groupmates do should hav been done by me instead.. i may not do it as well as them.. but .. sheeeessshhh.. i just dont know anymore. i dont know what else i can do to improve the situation im in now,.. i dont know how m i to finish it and just forget bout it, i dont know how .. i just dont know.. i dont even know what im typing right now..!
=((((((((((((((((((((( someone pls help me!! maybe it's something God is doing to test me, maybe im just not patient or bright enough to handle this matter.. to me, God will only help those who can help themselves.. at this instant, i cant even help myself, i think im only able to seek for help.. if i cant help myself, how can God help me???? .. if u dont understand what i say, its alright,.. cuz im just blabbering, and i dont even understand what i've just wrote..
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[7:45 PM]
if im not mistaken, the top pictures are the most recent ones.. hehe
Joint Installation Day for the Interact B.O.Ds.. 5 schools were involved: Sri Garden, Bintang Utara, Convent Bkt Nanas, Setapak High, St. John.. hehe..i met lots of ppl there, n gain lots of new friends..
a guy who sang Jay Chou's song.. but i wasn't really paying attention.. =P haha, i forgot what song he sang..
the girl above is the MC of the day, and the guy(Alex) is my long-lost primary school friend.. haha.. not very long-lost, but it's been a while since i last saw him.. both of them are from SBU.hehe, and the girl in white, her name's Marcia, from CBN, a very bubbly and adorable young lady.. =)
an acapela from SBU
one of my favourite pics!!
hehe.. our moral project.. *sedang berpura-pura!*
this was taken in the car on our way for dinner on the 1st of March, to celebrate my sister's bday. look at my veins!! ugh~ @.@
cam-whoring in the car.. it was raining.. and we were bored.. haha
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTA!! MUAAAXXXXXXX!
hehe.. little ivan on his new bike..
the interact leadership training seminar..
when the japanese arrived in our school!!!! ^o^
mua, isao, moon yee, apple..
fish!
i was being hyper.. hahahaa
last pic of the day.. hehe.. oh yeah, so sorry ppl for not updating my blog..! komene!! >.<
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[7:11 PM]
my godpopo's dog!!!
look!! Mimi, the toy poodle..
kekekeke! =DDDDD
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[5:17 PM]
this is my godpopo's little puppy!!
Mimi!! the toy poodle..
=DDDDD
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[5:08 PM]
ivan, and the dog..
this little boy, Ziu Hong is the same age as Ivan..
cute lehhhhh?
i look weird here.. haha.. but the Patchi chocolate looks nice! haha
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[3:52 PM]
more pictures to come.. =)
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[10:01 PM]
mom, sis, n me.. all in cheongsam top! hahaha..
nice post eh?! haha..
IVAN!
haha.. one of the most important things during CNY
my mom's hair..
Happy CNY again!
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[10:01 PM]
after the not-so-long 9 days break, i am now back to school. the first day of school (which is today) seems sooo tiring! everyone in my class is sooo restless and so not in the mood to study.. haha. nevertheless, we would still hav to pay full attention in class, listen to the teachers and just be good students.. haha.
not really in the mood to blog, so im just gonna upload some pics.. (in the next post) =P
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[7:31 PM]
Gong Xi Fa Chai Everyone! i know! i know! it's already like wad-- chor 5.. but better late than never! so happy chinese new year to all! how's your collection of ang paos so far? good?? wad about the food? ate lots? getting fatter day by day? haha.. me too me too!
up till now, my CNY celebration is as usual.. nothing really outstanding compared to the previous years.. but somehow, i feel like the 9 days break, is more like a normal school holiday than a festive break.. is it just me, or do u guys oso feel that there isn't much of the CNY mood lately? CNY seems kinda dull, not counting the fact that every mall is decorated nicely wid red deco stuffs.. haha
went to mandarin oriental for dim sum earlier today,.. ate the durian pancake as dessert since i miss it soooo much! still taste the same, but it kinda shrinked.. haha.. i strongly recommend it to those who eats durians! then later after that, i went to my godma's godma's house, which means, my godpopo's house.. if im not mistaken, i think it's my first time there. her house is like a residence filled with all antic furnitures. and outside in her lawn, she has like more than 10 bonsai! and she has two dogs, one named Hitam (mainly cuz he's black in colour) and the other one is Mimi, a toy poodle! i LOVVVEEEEEE Mimi! she's just soo adorable! i wanna kidnap her away! lol. my godpopo gave me a good impression of her too, since she's such a nature lover! my god'gong gong' looks very healthy to me, but i think he has a beer tummy.. hehe..
too lazy to post pics now.. will post it right after i transfer it into my com..
so till den, ciaoz! Xin Nian Kuai Le to all!
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[3:52 PM]
hello everyone!!!
hahaha..
blog's back from the dead! haha..
din blog for some time cause im just to L-A-Z-Y and kinda busy..
School..school started not too long ago.. and everything is going okay, i think.
this year, im not really "together" with my usual group of friends, due to the different classes that we're in. since im the only one in F3S who is going for commerce instead of science, i'm the oddball who entered F4K1. although so, i'm still in touch with my other friends, and they still are my best friends..at least to me. At times, i do feel like im slowly moving to somewhere far far away from their lives. I feel like im being leftout and i feel like somehow, im so far behind them, barely able to catch them. BUT! i know someday, we still hav to leave each other, so i guess right now, we aren't really "separated" yet..
now that im in F4K1, and getting used to a different environment, i think i kinda like it. not to say that i dont like it back then when i was in f3S, its just that the atmosphere, the setting and the situation is kinda different compared to F3S. i like f3S better as it was more quiet, which made a better place to study. but F4K1 is not that bad either, the students as equally as caring, and they do not mind to ask or anything like that when they're unfamiliar with that particular topic. and their very kind.. and very co-operative..
and im happy to say that i found myself a new close friend.. she's really nice to me, a very generous person, very caring, very helpful, and sometimes, very cheerful and bubbly! this girl who is currently sitting beside me in class is a very prettyyy girl.. i like her a lot! <3 the other girl who is sitting behind me.. she's not that bad either, very humorous, very hard-working, very.. nice! haha
Daddy..i love my daddyyyyyy!!! he bought me Godiva chocs from singapore!! well, he din actually buy it from there.. but he asked his worker who's flying back, to buy some back when he stops at changi airport in singapore!! <3 <3 <3 .. and it's all worth rm600++.. dont u just love him????? hehehehhee
Sis..Sis is now working! she's working as sales, selling biscuits (or cookies) outside piccolo galeria.. somewhere near the lot 10 building.. i think!! so anyone's who is going there..
'pong chan' her yea?? okay?? okay!! =P
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[4:47 PM]
huhuhuhuhuh.. haven blog for quite some time.. currently in school's lab now, having CSA lesson.. haha.. will blog more later.. gtg now!! ta!!
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[8:22 AM]
